Background. The past, present and the future.

I sit here staring at the keyboard... wondering what I am going to write. I haven't done something like this in years. I use to be a poet, you know? A girl that could write words that touched hearts and could flow from my heart through my fingers to a keyboard. I think I have lost it though.. my writing is no longer deep because my brain has blocked out things I wish I had never gone through. I also get upset about how technology has ruined my writing skills. Texting was at the top of my list and abbreviations and punctuation weren't important anymore. So now I am a struggling art student that is trying to get her writing skills back. So if I seem like I'm dumb on punctuation or spelling.. let's just say for now I am because I have lost it. I was to focused on other things. School wasn't my number one thing on my list and still I have a hard time putting it at the top of my list. I barely made it through high school, just because I didn't care. I actually made it because of my parents and friends pushing me all the way. Thank you. Thank you to those who pushed me you saved my life. This blog will be of my past, present and future things of life. Somedays I'll write about my past others I won't write much about anything.. This will all be my memory. I will dig deep to try and remember those nights I wish to forget. Everything happens for a reason.. and I know why I went through these things that my brain blocks out.. A army girl raised in Utah, Georgia, Indiana, Hawaii, South Carolina, West Virginia, North Carolina, Nevada then back to South Carolina. I am now in Virginia for College. This is my life..